What Sleeps – Extrait 21

What Sleeps – Extrait 21

voice a faint, thin whisper. “Kalina, what happened?” Mira leaned closer, her fingers brushing against Kalina’s hand, warm, soft. “You’re shaking.” “I saw him,” Kalina whispered, her eyes tracing the rain twisting against the glass. “I saw him again.” “Who?” “I don’t know. But he knows me.” Her fingers tightened against the cup, the warmth pressing against her palms. “He knows about… everything. About her.” “Her? The old woman?” “Yes.” Kalina’s breath was too fast, too thin, tearing at her chest. “And he said… he said I’m part of it now. Part of what she said. Part of… whatever this is.” “Kalina, please, you’re not making sense.” Mira’s voice was soft, a faint, quiet hum. “Who was he? What did he say?” “He said… he said I shouldn’t have come. That I shouldn’t know.” Her voice was a faint, thin thread. “But I don’t know anything. I don’t know who she was. I don’t know who he is. I don’t know…” “Then you need to leave it alone.” Mira’s voice was sharp now, a crack, a fracture. “If you don’t know… maybe it’s better that way.” “I can’t leave it.” Kalina’s voice was too thin, too fast. “I can’t… I have to know. I have to know who she was. Who he is. Why she died.” “Kalina, you’re not—” The bell chimed, a faint, hollow ring. The door swung open, the cold air rushing in, the rain a thin, silver thread against the pale, warm light. And a figure stepped in. Tall. Dark coat, the rain twisting against the wet fabric. A pale face, shadowed beneath the brim of a hat. Kalina’s breath caught, the ache twisting, sharp, pressing against her chest. Her fingers tightened against the cup, her pulse too loud, too fast. The man’s eyes caught hers, dark, sharp, a faint, silver gleam beneath the shadow. And he smiled. Just slightly. A faint, pale curve. “Kalina?” Mira’s voice was a faint, distant hum. “Are you okay?” But Kalina didn’t answer. Couldn’t answer. Couldn’t breathe. The man’s eyes stayed on hers, a calm, cold gaze. He stepped forward, his shoes tapping against the wet tiles, his coat a dark, twisting shadow beneath the pale light. And then he turned. Walked past. His hand brushed against the counter, his fingers pale, thin, leaving a faint, wet smear against the glass. Mira didn’t see. Didn’t notice. Just turned, her hands moving, her voice a soft, gentle hum. But Kalina saw. Saw the faint, wet smear on the glass. Saw the pale, thin fingers. Saw the dark, twisting shadow slipping between the tables. And then he was gone. Out the back. The bell chimed, a faint, hollow ring. Her breath was sharp, thin, tearing at her chest. Her pulse was a slow, heavy drumbeat. Mira turned, her smile a soft, gentle light. “Kalina? What’s wrong?” But Kalina didn’t answer. Didn’t breathe. Her fingers were white, stiff, the ache a slow, sharp twist beneath her ribs. Because the smear was still there, a faint, wet streak against the glass. And beneath it, traced in pale, thin letters, a single word. A name. Andrei. Chapter 16: The Weight of Unspoken Names Kalina watched the rain trace its silver threads across the glass, each drop a whispered secret that twisted, melted, and disappeared. Outside, the mist curled between the buildings, a pale, shifting veil that hid the world beyond. The city was a blurred shadow, a quiet, distant hum that seemed to float just beyond her reach. She thought of her childhood, of the long, rainy afternoons when she would sit by the window, watching the world turn grey, listening to the soft, steady tap of rain against the glass. She would trace the drops with her finger, follow their twisting paths as they melted together, a pale, silver river that slipped down into nothing. Andrei had always said she lived too much in her thoughts. That she spent too much time watching, waiting, letting the world press against her without ever stepping out into it. He would laugh, that quiet, soft

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It couldn’t. But the figure didn’t leave. Just stood there, still, silent, a shadow pressed against the rain. She pulled away, her back pressed against the cold wall, the ache twisting, sharp, a slow, hollow knot. She didn’t know if she was afraid. Didn’t know if she was angry. Didn’t know if she wanted to run or wanted to stay. But she couldn’t look away. Couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t speak. And the figure stood there, a dark shape beneath the pale light, watching. Her fingers trembled, the letter crumpled, twisted, the ink faint, smudged. Kalina. Kalina. Kalina. Andrei. His name was a ghost, a shadow, a whisper that wouldn’t leave. And the rain whispered against the glass, a slow, patient voice that knew her name. Chapter 15: The Shadow at the Edge Kalina’s feet pounded against the wet cobblestones, the rain slashing against her face, cold needles of water that blurred her vision, twisted the city into a pale, shivering haze. The mist was a twisting, silver fog, wrapping around her, pressing against her skin, and her breath was a sharp, tearing thread that wouldn’t stop. She turned the corner, her pulse a rapid, pounding drumbeat, the ache a knife buried beneath her ribs. Her shoes slipped against the slick stone, her shoulder brushing against the cold, wet wall. But she didn’t stop. Couldn’t stop. The shadows twisted, melted, stretched across the pale light of the streetlamps, the rain a faint, silver curtain that turned the city into a ghost. But she was alone. Or she should have been. The shadow had spoken to her. A voice calm, cold, a whisper that knew too much. “You shouldn’t have come…” But she had. And now she was running, the questions twisting, tangled, pressing against her mind. Who was he? How did he know about the old woman? How did he know her? Why was he watching? Her mind raced, thoughts tangled, sharp, tearing at her chest. The old woman, her pale, twisted fingers reaching, her voice a faint, dying whisper. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” But who? Who was she talking about? Who was he? Who was the man in the dark coat, his voice calm, his shadow twisting beneath the pale light? Kalina’s breath was sharp, thin, her chest tight, the ache twisting, pressing. The rain was a thin, silver thread, the mist a pale, shifting veil, the city a blurred, shivering maze. She had to get away. Had to hide. Had to think. But she didn’t stop running. Her feet slapped against the wet stone, her fingers numb, the ache pressing, sharp, a slow, twisting knot beneath her ribs. And then she saw it. The café. Mira’s café. The pale blue awning wet and dark, the light spilling through the rain-streaked glass. Warm. Bright. A memory. A sanctuary. Kalina pushed the door, the bell a faint, hollow chime. The warmth wrapped around her, the scent of coffee thick, sweet, the soft hum of quiet voices. But she was shaking, her fingers numb, her breath sharp, thin. Mira turned, her face bright, a warm, gentle smile that melted into quiet concern. “Kalina? You look—” “I need to sit.” The words were sharp, too fast, tearing out of her. “Please.” “Of course.” Mira moved, her hands a soft blur, her voice a quiet, gentle hum. “Here. Sit. I’ll get you something warm.” Kalina slid into the chair, her fingers pressing against the table, her breath a slow, sharp thread. The rain pressed against the window, a thin, silver curtain, the city a pale, twisting ghost beyond the glass. She thought of the shadow. The dark coat. The voice that whispered too much. “I know you…” Her chest tightened, the ache twisting, sharp, a knife pressing beneath her ribs. Who was he? How did he know her name? How did he know about the old woman? Mira returned, a steaming cup pressed between her hands, the steam a thin, silver thread. “Here, drink this. You’re freezing.” “I… I don’t know what to do.” The words slipped out, sharp, tangled, her

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hand, the pale blue paper crumpled, the ink faint, smudged. Her name, written again and again. Kalina. Kalina. Kalina. And then his name. Andrei. She closed her eyes, the ache twisting, sharp, a knife buried beneath her chest. His name was a whisper tangled in the rain, a ghost pressed against the glass, a shadow that never left. She thought of the old woman, her voice a faint, dying thread. The pale, reaching fingers, the dark stains curling around her like a shroud. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” But who was he? Who was she? Why did it matter? Why wouldn’t it leave? The room was quiet. Too quiet. The kind of quiet that pressed against your skin, that wrapped around your thoughts, that twisted around you like cold sheets. The rain whispered against the glass, a soft, silver thread, the city a pale, shivering ghost beyond the mist. She remembered him. Andrei. Not just a name. Not just a shadow. But a voice. A quiet, calm voice that spoke of things she didn’t understand. A voice that saw too much, that asked too little. A voice that was always there until it wasn’t. Gone. But not gone. A door that closed without a sound. A silence that never left. Kalina turned, her eyes drifting across the room, the faint, pale light spilling against the cracked walls. The curtains hung heavy, pale, damp. The floor was cold beneath her feet, the air thick, damp, pressing against her skin. She thought of the man in the lobby. The dark coat. The pale, thin smile. The way his voice slipped through the quiet, soft, calm, a whisper that knew too much. “I know you.” He didn’t know her. He couldn’t. He was just a shadow, just a voice pressed against the darkness. But he had spoken her name. He had known about the old woman. Known what she had said. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” But who? Who was he? Who was she? Who was he waiting for? A gust of wind pressed against the window, the rain a faint, shivering tap, the mist twisting, curling, a pale, silver veil. The room was too still, too quiet, the darkness pressing, thick, damp. Kalina moved, her fingers brushing against the cold, chipped surface of the table, the letter crumpled, smudged, her name twisting, fading. Her pulse was a slow, heavy drumbeat, each breath a thin, sharp thread. She thought of calling Ina. Thought of hearing that soft, gentle voice, the faint, quiet concern pressing against her like warm hands. But she couldn’t. Not now. Not like this. She thought of Alexei. His fingers stained with blue, his voice a quiet, steady hum. The way his brush moved, slow, patient, tracing shadows that never stayed still. The way he looked at her, his eyes dark, calm, watching. But she didn’t want to be watched. Didn’t want to be seen. Didn’t want to be a shadow on his canvas. She was alone. Here, in this room. In this quiet, pressing darkness. Alone with his name. Alone with the ache that wouldn’t leave. Andrei. The room knew his name. The walls seemed to breathe it, the pale curtains seemed to whisper it, the rain traced it against the glass. A name that never left. A ghost that never faded. She pressed her hand against the window, the cold glass a faint, sharp bite against her skin. The mist twisted beyond the glass, the pale streetlight a faint, sickly glow, the city a blurred, shivering shadow. And then she saw it. A figure. A dark shape, standing beneath the pale light, a shadow leaning against the railing. Still. Silent. Watching. Her breath caught, the ache twisting, sharp, pressing. Her fingers tightened against the glass, her pulse too loud, too fast. “Andrei…” The word slipped out, a faint, thin breath, tangled in the rain. The figure didn’t move. Just stood there, a dark shape pressed against the pale, sickly light, the mist curling around it like a shroud. Her heart was too loud, too fast, her breath sharp, thin, tearing at her chest. It couldn’t be him.

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just… waiting.” His smile is thin, sharp, a faint, pale curve. “But you won’t be able to wait. Not for long.” “What do you want?” Her voice is sharp now, too sharp, a crack, a fracture. “Want?” He leans forward, the pale light catching his face, a faint, thin scar twisting down his cheek. “I want you to understand.” “Understand what?” “That the dead don’t stay dead. Not when they have something to say.” The ache is a knife now, sharp, twisting, pressing. Her fingers are numb, her breath a thin, sharp thread. “Who was she?” she whispers, the words slipping out, tangled, raw. “Who was she?” “Someone you shouldn’t have seen.” His voice is calm, steady, a faint, sharp breath. “Someone who shouldn’t have spoken.” “But she did.” “Yes.” His smile is a faint, pale curve. “And now you’re part of it.” “Part of what?” Her voice is too loud, too fast, cracking. “What is this?” “Something that won’t leave.” He steps back, the shadows pressing against his coat, his face a pale, thin shadow beneath the brim of his hat. “Not until you do.” “Leave?” Her voice is a whisper, thin, sharp, tangled. “Leave what?” “You’ll understand. Sooner than you think.” He turns, his coat a dark, twisting shape, his steps slow, steady, fading into the shadows of the hallway. “Wait.” Her voice is too thin, too fast, tearing at her throat. “Wait. Who are you?” But the hallway is empty. The shadows stretch, melt, the light a faint, sickly flicker, the cold pressing against her skin. Her breath is sharp, thin, tearing at her chest. Her fingers are numb, her pulse too loud, too fast. Who was he? How did he know? What does he want? And then she hears it. The faint, slow creak of the door upstairs. The hallway is empty, but the shadows move, a faint, pale sliver of light spilling out, a whisper of movement. And then it’s gone. She runs. Her feet slap against the wet stone, the stairwell twisting, the pale light flickering, the shadows reaching, clawing. Her breath is too thin, too sharp, her chest tight, the ache a knife, twisting, pressing. She reaches her door, her fingers shaking, the key twisting, the lock clicking. The door slams behind her, the darkness pressing in, the cold wrapping around her, a faint, damp breath. Her pulse is too loud, too fast. Her breath tears against her throat. She grabs the letter, the pale blue paper crumpled, the ink smudged, her name twisted, bleeding. Kalina. Kalina. Kalina. And his name. Andrei. But he’s gone. He’s gone. He has to be. But the ache is sharp, twisting, pressing. The shadows press against the window, the rain a faint, steady whisper. Tell him… I’m sorry… Who is he? Who was she? Who was the man in the lobby? What do they know? What do they want? The letter trembles in her hands, her fingers white, stiff, her breath a faint, sharp thread. And then her phone buzzes, a faint, sharp hum against the table. Unknown Number. She stares at it, the ache twisting, pressing. Her fingers are numb. Her breath is too thin, too fast. It buzzes again. Again. Unknown Number. She doesn’t answer. But the ache won’t leave. And the shadows press against the glass. Chapter 14: A Room That Knows Your Name The rain had a voice. Soft, patient, persistent. It whispered against the glass, traced pale fingers across the fogged window, left silver trails that melted into darkness. It was a voice that spoke of things that never left, of echoes that never faded. A voice that whispered her name, over and over. Kalina stood by the window, her forehead pressed against the cold glass, her breath a faint mist. Beyond the rain, the city was a blurred mosaic of pale lights and shivering shadows, a labyrinth of wet stone and quiet whispers. The mist curled between the buildings, pale tendrils that reached, twisted, faded. She watched it, the ache a slow, steady pulse beneath her ribs. The letter was still in her

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What Sleeps – Extrait 17

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a thin, silver thread, the mist thick, pale, curling around the streetlights. The city is a pale, shivering ghost, the shadows twisting, the wet cobblestones slick beneath her feet. She walks. She runs. Her breath is sharp, thin, tearing at her chest. She doesn’t know where she’s going. But she doesn’t care. She thinks of the old woman. Of her face, pale, twisted, her voice a faint, dying whisper. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” Andrei. The ache is a knife, a slow, twisting knot. But she keeps moving. Because she has to know. She has to understand. She has to find out who the old woman was. Who she was speaking about. Who she was afraid of. And why his name is still here. Chapter 13: The Man in the Lobby The building is quiet. Too quiet. The kind of quiet that presses against your skin, that creeps beneath your ribs, that whispers against the cold, cracked walls. Kalina’s footsteps are too loud. Each step a faint, sharp slap against the wet tiles. The rain is a thin, silver thread, pressing against the window, the mist a pale, shivering blur beyond the glass. But inside, the air is thick, damp, a slow, cold ache that won’t leave. She doesn’t know where to start. Doesn’t know who to ask. But she knows she can’t stay still. Can’t go back. Not to her empty room, not to the darkness pressing against the walls, not to the letter twisting in her mind. Her name. His handwriting. The old woman’s voice, a faint, dying whisper. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” Who was she? Who was he? Who is she supposed to tell? She walks, her breath sharp, thin, her fingers white, tight against her coat. The stairwell is dark, the pale, flickering light a faint, sickly glow, the shadows twisting, reaching, clawing against the walls. And then she sees him. A man. Tall. Thin. Leaning against the lobby wall, just beneath the pale, buzzing light. His coat is dark, his face a pale shadow, his eyes hidden beneath the brim of his hat. He’s still. Too still. Watching. Her breath catches, the ache twisting, sharp, a knife buried beneath her ribs. She stops, her fingers tight, her pulse too loud, too fast. “Hello?” Her voice is too thin, too sharp, cracking. The man doesn’t move. Doesn’t answer. Just stands there, a dark, silent shadow pressed against the pale, flickering glow. “I…” Her voice catches, the words twisting, tangled. “Can I help you?” Nothing. Just the faint, sickly hum of the light, the slow, steady drip of rain pressing against the window. “Do you… do you live here?” Her voice is a faint, thin thread, trembling. The man tilts his head, just slightly, his shadow shifting, the brim of his hat casting a faint, dark curve across his face. A smile. Maybe. Or a shadow that looks like one. “I’m waiting,” he whispers, his voice a faint, cold breath. “For what?” “For someone who doesn’t know I’m here.” Her chest tightens, the ache pressing, twisting, her fingers cold, stiff. “Who?” The man doesn’t answer. Just stands there, the pale light flickering, the shadow stretching, reaching, a dark stain pressed against the wall. “I… I don’t understand.” Her voice is too thin, too fast. “Who are you?” But the man steps forward, just one step, the shadow falling across his face, his eyes a dark, empty shadow beneath the brim of his hat. “I could ask you the same question,” he whispers. “Kalina.” The word slips out, sharp, raw, a reflex. “I know.” Her breath catches. “How?” “You don’t know who I am.” His voice is a faint, cold whisper. “But I know you.” “No. No, you don’t.” “I know you.” He steps forward, the light catching his coat, the pale, sickly glow twisting against his shadow. “And I know what you’ve seen.” “I didn’t see anything.” “Yes, you did.” His voice is calm, too calm. “You saw her. You heard her. You know what she said.” Her pulse is too loud, too fast, a slow, sharp thud pressing against her chest. “Who are you?” “I’m

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smudged in the pale blue ink on the letter. His handwriting. Her name. Kalina. Kalina. Kalina. Her fingers are white, stiff, pressing against her knees, the ache a slow, sharp twist. She tells herself to breathe. But the air is thick. Too thick. Pressing against her throat. The old woman is there. Her face, pale, twisted, her fingers reaching, clawing, her voice a faint, dying whisper. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” But who? Who is he? Who is she? Her phone buzzes, a faint, sharp hum against the table. She grabs it, her fingers numb, her breath catching. Ina. Her thumb hovers over the screen. Answers. The voice is warm, sharp, a thin, desperate thread. “Kalina? Are you there? Finally. I’ve been trying to—” “I’m here.” “You sound awful. Are you sick? What happened?” “Nothing. I’m fine.” A lie. Another lie. “You don’t sound fine. You sound—” “I said I’m fine.” The words are sharp, too sharp, cracking. “I just… I need to…” “To what?” “I don’t know.” Her voice is too thin, too fast. The ache is twisting, pressing, sharp. “I don’t know what to do.” “Kalina, please. Talk to me.” “About what?” “About whatever’s eating you alive. About why you’ve been acting like a ghost. About why you don’t sleep, don’t talk, don’t—” “I saw her.” The words slip out, sharp, raw. “I saw her. She’s dead.” “Who?” Ina’s voice, sharp, startled. “Kalina, what are you talking about?” “The old woman. In the hallway. She’s dead. She was… I saw her. I saw her die.” “Oh my God… Did you call someone? Did you—” “No. I ran. I just… I left.” Her breath catches, her fingers tight against the phone. “I didn’t know what to do.” “Kalina… You have to tell someone.” “No.” Her voice is too loud, sharp, cracking. “I can’t. I can’t… I don’t know… I don’t know who she is. I don’t know who she was talking about. I don’t…” “Who she was talking about?” “She said to tell him… that she’s sorry.” The ache is a sharp, twisting knot. “But I don’t know who. I don’t know anything.” “Kalina…” Ina’s voice is soft now, too soft. “You’re not making sense.” “I know.” Her voice is a faint, thin whisper. “I know.” “You need to calm down. You need to—” “Calm down? She’s dead, Ina. She’s dead. I saw her die. I left her there. I left her. And she told me to tell him. But I don’t know who. I don’t…” “Kalina, please. Please just breathe.” But she can’t. The ache is too sharp, the cold pressing, twisting. Her fingers are white, stiff, her breath too thin, too fast. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” Who is he? Who is she? Why does it matter? Why won’t it leave? “I have to go.” Her voice is too thin, too fast. “I have to…” “Wait. Wait, please. Kalina—” But she hangs up. The phone slips from her fingers, the pale glow pressing against the darkness, a thin, blue light. The ache is sharp, twisting, pressing, her chest too tight, her breath tearing against her throat. Her thoughts twist, melt, tangle, the old woman’s face pressing against the darkness, the letter crumpled, smudged, her name twisting, smearing. Kalina. Kalina. Kalina. She grabs the letter, her fingers tight, her breath sharp, her eyes tracing the words, the ink faint, trembling. Andrei. His name. His handwriting. Her name. Over and over. But he’s gone. Gone. Not dead. Just gone. A door that closed without a sound. A shadow that never left. Or did he leave? Or did she leave first? It doesn’t matter. He’s not here. But the letter is. Her name. His handwriting. And the old woman. Tell him… I’m sorry… She can’t breathe. The air is thick, sharp, pressing. Her fingers are white, tight, her eyes tracing the twisted ink, the letters faint, bleeding. Who was she? Who is he? What does it mean? She has to know. She stands, the room spinning, the darkness pressing, her fingers numb, the ache a slow, sharp twist. She grabs her coat, her keys, the door slamming behind her, the cold air pressing against her face. The rain is

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both.” “That doesn’t help.” “I’m not trying to help.” He smiled, a faint, gentle curve. “I’m just here.” “That’s not enough.” “It’s all I have.” She watched him, the brush moving, the blue twisting, melting, a dark, thick shadow pressing against the pale cloth. And the ache twisted, sharp, a slow, hollow knot beneath her chest. “Do you ever think about leaving?” she whispered. “Leaving what?” “Here. This place. This city. Everything.” “Sometimes.” His voice was calm, quiet. “But everywhere is just somewhere else. The shadows follow.” “So why stay?” “Because here, I know the shadows. I know how they move. How they twist. How they never really leave.” His fingers brushed against the canvas, a faint, trembling touch, the blue spreading, a dark, thick stain. “And because here, you come. And you watch. And you stand there, and you talk to me, even when you don’t say anything.” Her breath caught, a faint, thin thread, the ache pressing, sharp, a slow, steady pulse. “I don’t know why I come here.” “I do.” He turned, his eyes catching hers, dark, sharp, the pale light a faint, silver gleam. “Because you’re afraid. And you don’t want to be alone.” “I don’t want to be alone,” she whispered, her voice cracking, a faint, thin thread. “But I am.” “No, you’re not.” His fingers brushed against hers, a faint, warm touch, stained blue, soft, careful. “Not here.” She didn’t pull away. Didn’t move. Just stood there, the warmth pressing against her fingers, the ache a slow, sharp twist beneath her ribs. “What if I can’t…” Her voice caught, tangled. “What if I can’t… let it go?” “Then you hold it.” His voice was a quiet, gentle hum. “Until it lets go of you.” “I don’t think it ever will.” “Maybe not.” His fingers pressed, warm, a faint, trembling touch. “But maybe it doesn’t have to.” She leaned against the wall, her breath a slow, faint mist, her eyes drifting across the room, the shadows twisting, the pale light spilling across the floor. “I saw something,” she whispered, her voice a faint, thin thread. “I know.” “Something I shouldn’t have seen.” “Maybe you were meant to see it.” “I don’t want to be meant for anything.” “Maybe that’s why you are.” Her fingers tightened around his, the warmth a soft, slow pulse, the ache pressing, twisting, but a little less. Just a little. “Will you keep painting?” she whispered. “I always do.” “Even when it’s just shadows?” “Especially then.” The rain pressed against the window, a faint, steady whisper. The blue twisted, melted, a dark, thick shadow bleeding against the canvas. And for a moment, she closed her eyes, her fingers warm against his, the ache a little softer, the cold a little farther away. “Will you stay?” he whispered, his voice a faint, quiet breath. “Yes.” The word slipped out, soft, thin. “I’ll stay.” Alexei smiled, a faint, gentle curve, his fingers warm against hers. “Good.” And then his hand slipped away, the brush pressing, the blue twisting, a faint, trembling arc against the pale cloth. But she didn’t leave. She leaned against the wall, the ache a slow, steady pulse, her eyes watching the shadows bleed, melt, twist. And for a moment, she was just there. Just quiet. Just breathing. Just almost… safe. Chapter 12: The Call That Comes Too Late Kalina doesn’t sleep. Not really. Not for more than a few minutes at a time. The ache is still there, a slow, twisting knot beneath her ribs. The cold won’t leave. The shadows won’t leave. Not even Alexei’s warmth can reach her now. She’s home. The window is closed. The curtains are drawn. But she’s not safe. Not even close. Her phone is on the table, a pale glow in the darkness, the screen faint, silent. No messages. No calls. Nothing but the cold blue light pressing against the dark. She stares at it. Hates it. Hates the silence. Hates the quiet. Hates the way her name is written, twisted, crumpled,

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ring, the faint hum a pulse against the quiet. She didn’t want to talk. Didn’t want to hear that gentle voice, that quiet concern pressing against her like warm hands. She needed the quiet. Needed the steam. Needed the ache to twist, to press, to remind her that she was still here. That she was still something, even if she didn’t know what. The phone buzzed again, a faint pulse, and then it was silent. Just the rain tapping against the window, the steam curling against the ceiling, the faint, slow pulse of water against her fingers. Andrei. His name slipped out again, a whisper, a sigh, a ghost. She didn’t know if she missed him. Didn’t know if she hated him. Didn’t know if it mattered. But the letter was there. His name. Her name. And the ache wouldn’t leave. She leaned back, the water pressing against her skin, the ache twisting, slow, steady, a hollow knot beneath her ribs. She wanted to forget. Wanted to sleep. Wanted to close her eyes and let the mist take her, let the cold press in, let the ache melt away. But she couldn’t. Because he was still there. Somewhere. A shadow in the mist, a ghost leaning against the balcony, a voice that whispered through the rain. And so was she. The old woman. The pale, reaching fingers, the faint, dying whisper. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” Kalina closed her eyes, the ache a slow, steady pulse, the water warm against her skin. And the steam whispered, curling around her, a faint, damp breath that never left. Chapter 11: Alexei Paints in Blue Kalina stood there, her back against the wall, her arms crossed tight, the ache a slow, steady pulse beneath her ribs. The light in the studio was soft, pale, the rain a faint, steady whisper against the window. The shadows stretched, twisting beneath the pale glow, and the blue on the canvas bled, melted, a dark, twisting stain. Alexei’s brush moved, slow, steady, a faint, trembling arc. He leaned close, his fingers brushing against the edge, his eyes sharp, focused, lost in that quiet, shifting world of color. Blue. Always blue. But not just one blue. Never just one. “I don’t know how you do that,” she whispered, her voice a thin, quiet thread. “Do what?” “See something… in nothing.” “It’s not nothing.” His voice was calm, warm, a faint, low hum. “It’s just not finished.” “Maybe it never is.” “Nothing ever is.” His brush moved, the blue twisting, a faint, dark curve against the pale cloth. “But we keep trying.” Kalina closed her eyes, the ache pressing, the cold a faint, damp touch against her skin. “I wish I could… see it like you do.” “You do.” His voice was a faint, quiet breath. “You just don’t know it.” “I don’t see anything. Just… shadows.” “Shadows are something.” “Are they?” “Of course.” His brush moved, the blue bleeding, twisting. “They’re what’s left behind when the light gets scared.” She almost laughed. Almost. But the sound caught, twisted, melted into silence. “That sounds like something you’d say.” “Because it is.” He leaned back, his fingers brushing against his chin, a faint smear of blue on his cheek, his eyes catching the pale light. “And it’s true.” “What if the light doesn’t come back?” “It always does. Eventually.” Kalina watched him, the brush a faint, trembling arc, the blue a shadow twisting, reaching. The light caught his hair, a faint silver gleam against the dark curls, his eyes sharp, his fingers stained. “Alexei…” Her voice was softer now, a whisper caught between the quiet, between the soft hum of rain against the glass. “Hmm?” He didn’t look away from the canvas, his fingers tracing the edge, the brush pressing, the blue spreading, bleeding. “I’m afraid.” “I know.” “I don’t know what I’m afraid of.” “Maybe you do.” “I don’t.” Her fingers tightened against her sleeves, the ache pressing, twisting. “I just… I feel like I’m… falling. Or waiting. Or something.” “Maybe you’re

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whisper. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” Andrei. The ache is too sharp. The cold is too thick. I pull away, the warmth slipping, the mist pressing against the window, the rain a thin, silver thread. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know who to tell. I don’t know who she was. But she knew me. Or she knew something. And now she’s gone. Chapter 10: November in the Bathtub Kalina sat in the bathtub, the water lukewarm, a faint ripple shivering across the surface. The steam had faded, curling into the shadows of the small, cracked-tile bathroom. The ceiling was yellowed with age, a faint cobweb swaying gently in the corner, caught in the slow, invisible breath of the room. She leaned back, the porcelain cool against her shoulders, her knees drawn up, the tips of her toes just breaking the surface. She stared at them, pale and distorted beneath the water, a faint blur of her own reflection wavering. Somewhere beyond the thin walls, the city murmured—a low, distant hum, rain tapping against the window like a quiet, patient visitor. But here, in the steam and silence, time seemed to hold its breath. She was alone. Almost alone. Because the letter was there, folded neatly on the sink, the pale blue paper slightly wrinkled, the ink faint, blurred in places. Her name. Over and over. Kalina. Kalina. Kalina. His handwriting. The shape of the letters, the way the K twisted, the slant of the Ls, the slight hesitation in the curve of the A. She knew it. Knew it better than she knew her own. But he was gone. Not dead. Just gone. A door that had closed without a sound. A name whispered and then forgotten. Or maybe not forgotten. Maybe she was the one who was forgotten, drifting through the quiet, watching the mist press against the glass. The water rippled again, a faint, slow pulse, a cold tendril curling around her ankle. She stared at it, her reflection wavering, her own face a pale, twisted shadow beneath the surface. She thought of the old woman. The pale, reaching fingers. The dark stains spreading across the cold, wet floor. The voice, a faint, dying whisper. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” But who? Who was she talking about? Who was she? Kalina’s fingers drifted beneath the surface, the water warm against her skin, the ache a slow, hollow knot in her chest. She tried to breathe, but the air felt thick, too thick, pressing against her throat. He would know. He would have known. He always knew. He saw things she couldn’t see, heard whispers she couldn’t hear. Even when he didn’t say anything, she felt it. The weight of his silence, the way it pressed against the air. But he was gone. The old woman was gone too. A ghost. A shadow slipping through the mist, a faint whisper fading into the cold. But she knew something. Knew her. Or knew someone. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” Her name. The letter. The handwriting she couldn’t forget, twisting around her like a question, a ghost. Andrei. She whispered it, a faint, thin breath, the word rippling across the water, fading into the steam. He had always been a ghost. Even when he was there. A shadow leaning against the balcony, a cigarette glowing like a dying star, his voice a low, soft hum that never rose, never cracked, always quiet, always watching. And then he was gone. Kalina leaned forward, her knees pressing against her chest, her fingers tracing the surface of the water. She thought of the letter, the ink faint, her name twisting across the pale blue paper. She thought of the old woman, her voice a faint, dying thread. She closed her eyes, the ache pressing, twisting, the steam a thin, damp breath against her face. Who was she? Who was she speaking to? Her fingers trailed beneath the surface, pale shapes twisting, curling, her reflection a dark blur. Her phone buzzed, a faint hum against the sink, the screen glowing, a name she didn’t want to see. Ina. She let it

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thread. I think of her face. Her fingers. The dark stains curling around her like shadows. I think of her voice, a faint, dying whisper. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” Tell who? Who was she talking about? Who should I tell? What should I say? Andrei. His name slips out, a whisper, sharp, thin. His name, twisting around me, a ghost, a shadow. It’s always him. Always his name. Always the ache that never leaves. But it can’t be him. It’s not him. It’s just the mist, just the rain, just the ache twisting beneath my chest. I close my eyes, the darkness pressing, the ache a slow, sharp twist. I want to go home. I want to sleep. I want to forget. But I can’t. The cold won’t leave. The ache won’t let go. Her face is there, her voice a faint, shivering thread. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” I push away from the wall, the rain pressing against my face, the mist thick, pale, pressing. I walk. I don’t know where. I don’t care. I just need to move. Need to breathe. Need to forget. But I can’t. My feet trace old paths, the streetlights a faint, sickly glow, the city a pale, shivering ghost. I turn a corner, another, the ache twisting, sharp, tight. My breath is too thin, too fast, tearing at my throat. And then I see it. The café. Mira’s café. The pale blue awning, wet and dark, the light spilling through the rain-streaked glass. Warm. Bright. A memory. I push the door, the bell a faint, hollow chime. The warmth wraps around me, the scent of coffee thick and sweet, the soft hum of quiet voices. But I’m shaking. My fingers numb, my breath a faint, silver mist. “Kalina?” Her voice, warm, bright, too bright. Mira’s smile, a soft, gentle light. “Are you okay?” No. No, I’m not. But I can’t say that. I can’t say anything. The ache is too sharp, the cold too thick, pressing. “I just… I just need to sit,” I whisper, my voice too thin, too sharp. “Of course. Sit. I’ll get you something warm.” She’s already moving, her hands a soft blur, her voice a quiet, gentle hum. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” I almost laugh. Almost. But the sound dies, a faint, thin breath, caught in the cold knot in my chest. I sit, the chair warm, too warm. The ache twists, pressing, sharp. I press my hands against the table, my fingers white, numb, shaking. Mira brings the cup, the steam a thin, silver thread, the warmth pressing against my fingers. But I don’t drink. I just stare at it, the ache twisting, the cold pressing. “Kalina…?” Her voice, soft, close, too close. “What happened?” “I don’t know.” The words slip out, tangled, raw. “I… I saw her. She was there. But she’s gone. And I…” “Who?” Mira leans closer, her eyes dark, gentle, worried. “Kalina, you’re not making sense.” “I saw her.” My voice is too thin, too sharp, cracking. “The old woman. She… she’s gone.” “Gone?” Mira’s fingers brush against mine, warm, soft. “Kalina, what do you mean?” “She’s dead.” The words slip out, sharp, bitter, a knife. “She’s dead. She died. And I just… I left.” Mira’s hand tightens, her eyes wide, the warmth pressing, her voice a soft, desperate whisper. “Kalina, you have to tell someone. You have to—” “No.” My voice is too loud, sharp, cracking. “No. I can’t. I can’t. I don’t… I don’t know what to do.” “Kalina…” “She told me… she told me to tell him. To tell him she’s sorry.” The ache twists, sharp, tight, pressing against my ribs. “But I don’t know who. I don’t know who…” “Tell who? Who is she talking about?” “I don’t know.” My voice is too thin, too fast. “I don’t know.” Mira’s fingers tighten, her voice a faint, shivering thread. “Kalina… You’re shaking.” “I can’t… I can’t…” The ache is too sharp, the cold too thick. “I don’t… I don’t…” “Breathe.” Mira’s voice, calm, warm, pressing. “Breathe, Kalina. You’re okay. You’re safe. Just breathe.” But I can’t. The ache won’t leave. The cold won’t let go. Her face is there, her voice a faint, dying

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the way her kindness presses, warm and heavy, like a blanket I can’t shake off. “I’m fine,” I whisper again, my fingers tightening around the cup, the heat pressing against my palm. “Kalina…” “I’m fine.” Louder this time, sharp, too sharp. A crack. A fracture. And I see it—her smile fading, her fingers pulling back, the soft light in her eyes dimming. “Okay,” she whispers, turning, her voice too soft, too distant. “Okay.” I watch her go, the warmth slipping away, the light too bright, too thick. I stare at the cookie, the thin, pale circle resting against the saucer, the steam curling, twisting, fading. I should say something. I should apologize. But the ache is too sharp, the cold too thick. I sip the coffee, the warmth pressing against my lips, bitter, too bitter. I think of the letter. His name. My name. Twisting around me. A ghost. A curse. I grab the cookie, the soft, crumbly sweetness pressing against my teeth. It tastes like sugar and nothing. Like warmth that never reaches. Like a smile that never stays. The door chimes, a faint, soft ring. I look up, the rain twisting against the glass, the mist thick, pale, pressing against the window. And I see it. A figure. Dark, just beyond the glass, a shadow pressed against the pale light. Watching. My breath catches, the ache twisting. My fingers tighten around the cup, the warmth seeping away. “Kalina?” Mira’s voice, distant, fading. “Are you…?” But I stand, the chair scraping against the floor, the ache a knife twisting, sharp, cold. I push the door, the cold air pressing against me, the mist a damp, pale shroud. But the figure is gone. Just mist. Just rain. Just shadows. I stand there, the ache twisting, the cold pressing against me, the rain clinging to my skin. My fingers are numb, my breath sharp, thin. But I feel it. The eyes. Watching. Always watching. Andrei. My chest is too tight, my breath too thin, the ache twisting, a knife against my ribs. I turn, walking, running, the rain a faint, steady whisper, the city a pale, shivering ghost. And I whisper his name again. Andrei. But the mist doesn’t answer. And I’m just a shadow. A name. A ghost. Chapter 9: The Shoes Outside Apartment 12B I walk. I don’t run. I should. I should run. But I don’t. My feet press against the wet stone, the mist curling around me, the pale light trembling, the ache twisting, sharp and cold. The rain is a thin, silver thread, a soft whisper against the glass, against the iron railing, against my skin. I feel it, cold, sharp, pressing against my cheeks, my hands, but I don’t stop. I don’t think. I just walk. I see the street. The pale, slick cobblestones, the dark, empty windows, the sickly glow of the streetlights fading into the mist. I walk. My feet splash against the puddles, the cold pressing against me, the ache twisting, pressing. My breath is sharp, thin, too fast, tearing at my throat. My fingers are white, stiff, my nails digging into my palms. I taste copper. I taste rain. I taste fear. Her face is there. The old woman. Her face, pale, twisted, her eyes dark, empty, staring at nothing. Her fingers twitching, her voice a faint, thin whisper. “Tell him… I’m sorry…” I shouldn’t have left her. I should have done something. I should have called someone. But I didn’t. I just walked. Just left her there, her fingers pale, her breath fading, the dark stains spreading, curling around her. I’m a coward. I’m nothing. I’m nothing but a ghost, a shadow, a name twisted around me like a curse. I turn a corner, the mist thick, pressing, the rain a soft, steady whisper. My chest is tight, the ache twisting, pressing against my ribs. I lean against the wall, the cold seeping through my coat, the wet stone pressing against my back. Breathe. Breathe. But I can’t. The air is thick, sharp, the cold pressing, twisting. My breath is thin, too thin, a faint, sharp

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mist. My heart stutters, a cold, sharp ache pressing against my chest. I stop, the wet cobblestones slick beneath me, my breath a faint mist. The door isn’t supposed to be open. I locked it. I always lock it. But it’s open. A faint creak echoes, a whisper of movement. The mist curls around me, the pale streetlight a thin, trembling glow. “Hello?” My voice is too small, swallowed by the cold air. Nothing. Just the faint, rhythmic creak of the door, swinging against the frame. I take a step forward, my fingers tightening around the strap of my bag, the ache twisting, pressing. Another step. And another. The mist presses in, thick and damp, the pale light blurring, the cold biting at my cheeks. I reach out, my fingers brushing against the cold metal of the handle. The door swings inward, a faint, hollow moan whispering through the dark hallway. And I see it. A letter. Pale blue, almost translucent, resting on the floor just inside the door. No name. No address. Just there. Waiting. Chapter 8: Mira Adds a Cookie I keep walking. I don’t know where. I don’t know why. The mist is thick, the rain a thin, cold whisper against my face. My feet press against the wet cobblestones, the ache twisting, sharp and heavy, a knife buried beneath my ribs. I think of the letter. His name. My name. My name twisted around me, a ghost, a curse, a question I can’t answer. I turn a corner. The mist thickens, a pale, silver sheet, the streetlights a sickly yellow blur. The city is a ghost. The buildings are shadows. The sky is a pale, shivering veil. And I see it. The café. Mira’s café. The pale blue awning wet and dark, the light spilling through the rain-streaked glass. Warm. Bright. A memory. I push the door, the bell a faint, hollow chime. The warmth wraps around me, the scent of coffee thick and sweet, the soft hum of quiet voices. But I’m shaking. My fingers numb, my breath a faint, silver mist. “Kalina?” Her voice, warm, bright, always too bright. Mira’s smile, soft and wide, her hands already reaching for the jar. “Your usual?” I want to say no. I want to turn, to leave, to disappear into the mist. But I can’t. I stand there, the ache twisting, the rain clinging to my hair, my coat damp, heavy, pressing against my shoulders. “Kalina, you’re soaked. Sit, please.” She doesn’t wait for an answer, already reaching for a towel, her hands a soft blur, her voice a quiet, gentle hum. “I’ll bring you something warm.” I sit. The chair is soft, warm. Too warm. The ache twists, a knot beneath my ribs. The light is too bright, the warmth too thick. I press my hands against the table, the wet paper still crumpled in my fist, the ink smudged, the letters fading. Kalina. Kalina. Kalina. “Here.” Mira’s voice, soft, close. The cup warm against my fingers, the steam a thin, silver thread. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” I almost laugh. Almost. But the sound dies, a faint, thin breath, caught in the cold knot in my chest. “I’m fine.” The lie slips out, sharp, hollow. “Are you?” Her eyes are dark, gentle, too gentle. She knows. She always knows. But she never says it. Just reaches for the jar, her fingers soft, warm, and she adds a cookie to the saucer. Always. Always a cookie. “Your magic cookie.” She smiles, a soft, bright smile. “It makes everything better.” It doesn’t. I want to say that. I want to tell her that the ache doesn’t go away, that the shadows don’t leave, that the mist is always there, pressing, twisting. But I don’t. I just hold the cup, the warmth sinking into my fingers, the ache tightening, pressing. “I thought I saw someone,” I whisper, the words slipping out, tangled, raw. “Someone who shouldn’t be here.” “Who?” I shake my head, the ache a slow, sharp twist. “No one. It was nothing.” But her eyes stay, soft, watching, a quiet shadow of concern. And I hate it. I hate the way she looks at me,

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biting at my cheeks. I pass the square, the old fountain a shadowed blur, the empty benches wet and dark. I cross the narrow street, my steps quick, my breath a faint mist. And then I see him. A figure, standing just beyond the tram line, his back to me, his coat dark against the pale mist. Tall, thin, leaning slightly, one hand in his pocket, the other resting against the iron railing. My heart stutters, a cold, sharp ache spreading through my chest. I stop, the wet cobblestones slick beneath me, my breath catching. “Dad?” The word is a whisper, swallowed by the mist. The figure doesn’t move. Doesn’t turn. Just stands there, still and silent, a shadow against the pale light. I take a step forward, the ache tightening, my fingers numb against the cold. Another step. And another. The mist curls around me, the street fading, the city a pale, distant hum. “Dad?” Louder this time. But he doesn’t move. I’m closer now, close enough to see the faint outline of his shoulders, the curve of his coat, the pale mist curling around his feet. Another step. The cold presses in, the silence too thick, too sharp. And then he turns. Not my father. A young man, maybe thirty, his face pale in the dim light, his eyes sharp beneath the shadow of his hat. He looks at me, his gaze calm, almost curious. “I’m sorry,” I whisper, my voice too thin. “I thought you were—” “Looking for someone?” His voice is warm, a faint smile touching his lips. “I think we all are.” I should turn away, should walk, should leave. But I stand there, the cold air pressing against me, the ache twisting beneath my ribs. “I… I thought you were someone else.” “Don’t we all?” he says, his smile soft, almost sad. “Sometimes we spend so long looking for someone, we forget who we’re running from.” His words catch, a faint, sharp ache beneath them. I don’t answer, don’t move. Just stand there, the mist pressing against us, the city a pale, shivering ghost around us. “You shouldn’t walk alone in the mist,” he says, his voice quieter now. “It has a way of making ghosts out of the living.” “I’m not afraid of ghosts,” I whisper, but even I don’t believe it. “Maybe not.” He steps closer, his coat brushing against my sleeve, the scent of rain and something else—something sharp, metallic. “But they seem to find you anyway.” I want to ask what he means, want to ask who he is, why he’s here. But the words catch, the cold pressing against my throat. “Be careful, Kalina.” My breath catches. “How do you—?” But he’s already moving, stepping past me, his coat a dark blur in the mist, his steps slow, deliberate. I turn, the cold knot twisting, my pulse too loud, too fast. “Wait—how do you know my name?” But he doesn’t answer. His steps fade, swallowed by the mist, his shadow melting into the pale fog. I stand there, the ache in my chest a slow, sharp twist. My fingers numb against the cold. The tram tracks glisten beneath the pale light, the rain a faint, silent whisper. I turn, my feet moving, my breath sharp and thin. I don’t look back. I don’t call out. I just walk, the mist curling around me, the streetlights a pale, trembling glow. But his voice stays, twisting around me like a whisper. Be careful, Kalina. How does he know my name? The mist thickens, the city a blurred shadow, the lights fading, the cold pressing against my skin. I take the long way home. Through the narrow streets, the empty square, past the old bakery with its shuttered windows. The mist is a pale, shivering cloak, the rain a faint, steady whisper. My breath curls against the air, a thin, silver thread. And then I see it. The building. My building. The pale, cracked walls, the narrow stairwell, the old iron railing. But the window—my window—is dark. And the door is open. Not wide, just a crack. Just a faint, narrow sliver of darkness spilling out, a pale, thin line against the

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bars. I turn, spinning, trying to catch a glimpse, a trace, a whisper of movement. But there’s nothing. Just the quiet, the damp, the empty silence. I lean against the railing, my fingers tight against the cold metal, my chest heaving. The mist wraps around me, pressing against my skin, against my throat. I close my eyes, my breath catching, the ache turning to something sharp, something I can’t swallow. It wasn’t him. It couldn’t be. But it felt like him. It felt like the way he used to leave, silent, slipping away without a sound, just a shadow fading at the edge of my sight. I press my forehead against the cold iron, the damp seeping into my hair, the mist clinging to my skin. My fingers are white, numb, gripping the railing like it’s the only solid thing left. “I’m sorry…” I whisper, but I don’t know who I’m saying it to. And then I hear it—soft, faint, a whisper of movement. Footsteps, just at the edge of the mist, slow, deliberate, coming closer. My breath catches, my heart hammering against my ribs. “Hello?” My voice is too small, swallowed by the cold air. No answer. But the footsteps don’t stop. They draw closer, a slow, rhythmic echo against the wet stone. I turn, the mist parting, the pale glow of the streetlights spilling through. And I see him—another shadow, this one closer, sharper. Not fading. Not a ghost. A man, his coat wrapped tight around him, his hat pulled low, his steps steady. He’s walking towards me, his face hidden in shadow, but his shape clear, solid. I don’t move. Don’t breathe. My fingers tighten against the railing, the metal digging into my skin. He’s closer now, his steps slow, deliberate. He passes beneath the streetlight, the pale glow catching his face. Not him. Someone else. A stranger. An old man with a grey beard, his eyes lost in shadow, his lips a thin, pale line. But his eyes shift, catching mine, a faint, distant recognition flickering in his gaze. And then he nods, a slow, almost solemn gesture, and walks past me, his footsteps fading into the mist. I stand there, the cold pressing against me, the ache twisting, a thin, hollow knot. I turn, staring at the empty bridge, the mist curling around the iron bars, the shadows pooling beneath the streetlights. He’s gone. The shadow. The figure. The man I thought I saw. Gone, swallowed by the pale, endless fog. But the ache stays. The cold knot that won’t let go. I turn away, my steps slow, my fingers brushing against the cold iron railing. I walk, the mist following, the streetlights a pale, trembling glow that fades behind me. I don’t know where I’m going. I never do. But I keep moving, the city melting around me, the mist twisting between the buildings. And somewhere in the quiet, I hear it again—a faint, rhythmic creak. A door swinging on old hinges. A whisper of something I can’t name. I don’t look back. Chapter 7: Three Steps Past the Tram Line The tram rattles by, a slow, grumbling beast of metal and light, its windows streaked with rain, faces blurring behind the glass. I stand at the corner, the cold pressing against me, the mist curling around the yellow glow of the streetlights. I should go home. I know that. But the ache in my chest won’t let me. I don’t want to be alone with it, don’t want to feel the cold press in, the silence stretching too far. So I stand there, watching the tram roll past, the wet tracks gleaming beneath the pale light. A faint hiss, the hum of electricity, the whisper of voices trapped behind the glass. And then it’s gone, swallowed by the mist, the street falling quiet again. I walk. My feet trace old paths, the wet cobblestones slick beneath my shoes. The city is a pale, shivering maze, the mist twisting between the buildings, the lights a faint, trembling glow. I don’t know where I’m going. But I keep moving, the ache in my chest twisting, the cold air

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What Sleeps – Extrait 7

What Sleeps – Extrait 7

stumbling towards the stairwell. Her shadow melts into the darkness, her shawl slipping from her shoulder, a pale thread trailing behind her. I stand there, the silence crashing back in, the cold knot twisting beneath my ribs. My breath comes fast, sharp, but I don’t move. Don’t chase her. Don’t call out. The hallway is empty again, just shadows and the faint hum of the flickering light. But I see it. On the floor. A dark, wet smear, a thin, twisted line that she left behind. It trails towards the stairs, a broken thread that fades into shadow. Blood. Or something that looks like it. I can’t stand here. I can’t stay. I turn, my hands shaking, fumbling with the keys, the lock clicking open. I slip inside, slam the door, leaning against it, the cold wood pressing against my back. My heart pounds, too loud, too fast. My fingers ache, white and stiff. I want to think, want to understand, but all I see is her face, those dark eyes, those stained fingers reaching for me. I grab my phone, my fingers numb against the screen. I type a message to Ina, but the words blur. “Someone… something…” I erase it. Type again. “I’m fine. Just… needed some air.” I send it. My hands are still shaking. The window is there, the scratches thin and sharp, and I pull the curtains, blocking it out, blocking out the night, the shadows, the silence pressing in. But I can’t block out her face. Her fingers. That cold, empty look in her eyes. And the question that gnaws at me, sharp as those scratches— What was she trying to say? Chapter 6: Ina’s Kitchen Is Always Clean I stand there, the mist curling around me, the figure already fading, swallowed by pale shadows. My heart is a dull, heavy drumbeat, each breath a cold ache in my chest. But I move. My feet press against the wet cobblestones, the mist wrapping around my ankles, my shoes slipping, but I don’t stop. I follow the shadow, the faint outline swaying, a smear of darkness against the pale fog. “Wait!” My voice is swallowed by the mist, the word dissolving like smoke. But I push forward, my hands brushing against the cold iron railing of the old bridge, the metal slick beneath my fingers. The figure is ahead, just beyond the mist, a faint, shifting shape. Tall, thin, leaning—just like him. Just like the way he used to stand, his shoulder against the balcony railing, his eyes on the sky, always on something I couldn’t see. “Dad!” The word slips out before I can stop it, a thin, sharp breath that vanishes in the fog. But the figure doesn’t turn. Doesn’t pause. It moves, slow, steady, slipping through the mist like a ghost. I feel the ache in my chest twist, the cold pressing against me, but I don’t stop. I can’t. I push through the mist, the world blurring, the pale streetlights melting into faint, silver smears. My feet splash against puddles, the cold water seeping through my shoes, but I don’t care. I reach out, my fingers grasping at the empty air, the shadow always just out of reach. And then it stops. A faint, shivering outline, barely visible, just at the edge of the bridge. It stands there, still, silent. I stumble forward, the mist pressing against me, my breath sharp and thin. “Please…” I whisper, my voice trembling. “Please, is it you? Are you—” But the mist shifts, a gust of wind pressing against me, and the shadow moves. It leans, sways, and then steps back, fading, slipping behind the pale curtain of fog. “No!” I reach out, my fingers grasping at nothing, the cold air biting against my skin. “Wait, please!” I push forward, the mist thickening, the air pressing against me, a heavy, damp weight. My feet slip against the wet stone, the railing cold beneath my fingers. I hear my breath, sharp, panicked, the ache in my chest twisting. The shadow is gone. Only the mist remains, pale and endless, stretching across the bridge, twisting between the iron

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What Sleeps – Extrait 6

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presses in, thick and damp, like the rain that night. Like his voice, whispering— “I can’t… I can’t do this.” The window is just a window. The rain is just rain. The silence is just silence. But the cold knot in my chest doesn’t care. It tightens, twisting, pressing. And I think of him. I think of that look on his face, the way he broke, the way he tried to hide it. Was he running too? Was he trying to escape a silence that wouldn’t let go? Was he… hiding? I hear it again. The faint, rhythmic creak. The hallway? Or just the wind? I don’t know. I don’t want to know. I step back, my shoulder brushing the wall, the cold seeping through my shirt. The window is just a window. But it feels like something else. Like something watching. I grab my phone, my fingers numb against the screen. The messages from Ina are still there, still unanswered. But I don’t text her. I don’t call. I stand there, breathing, waiting for the cold to fade, for the quiet to let go. But it doesn’t. The cold doesn’t fade. It presses in, thick and heavy, wrapping around me like a damp sheet. I can’t shake it. Can’t breathe it away. My eyes keep drifting to the window, to the faint scratches etched across the glass, thin and jagged, like something tried to claw its way in. But I need air. I need to move. I grab my coat, my keys, leaving the kitchen light on because the darkness feels too close, too heavy. The door clicks behind me, and I’m in the hallway, the cold concrete beneath my feet, the faint hum of the old light buzzing like a whisper. But the silence is here too, stretching between the walls, pressing against the dim, narrow corridor. My footsteps echo, too loud, too sharp. I glance down the hall, towards the stairs, the pale light pooling at the base. No one there. Just shadows, stretching and shivering beneath the flicker of the bulb. But there’s something else. A sound—soft, faint. A whisper of movement, like fabric brushing against the wall. I freeze, my breath caught in my chest. And then I see her. The old woman from the fifth floor. Or maybe it’s her. I’ve seen her before, in passing, a shadow wrapped in thick, grey shawls, her hair a thin silver cloud. But now she’s standing by the stairwell, just at the edge of the light, her back to me. She’s not moving. Not really. Just… swaying. Her shoulders rise and fall, a slow, shivering rhythm, like she’s breathing too fast. “Hello?” My voice is too loud, sharp against the quiet. She doesn’t turn. Doesn’t answer. I take a step closer, the cold sinking into my bones. “Madame? Are you—” She stops. Her shoulders stiffen, the swaying ceases. A slow, creeping dread curls around me. And then she turns. Her face is a pale mask, hollow eyes dark and wet, her mouth a thin, cracked line. But it’s her hands that catch me—thin, clawed, pale against the darkness. And her fingers… her fingers are streaked with something dark, something that glistens in the pale light. “Are you alright?” I whisper, my voice too small. Her eyes meet mine, sharp and distant, like a bird’s, like something that sees but doesn’t know what it’s seeing. Her lips part, a faint, rasping breath escaping, and then she takes a step toward me. I step back, the cold seeping through me, the walls pressing in. “Madame… Do you need help?” Her fingers twitch, her mouth moving, but no words come out. Just a faint, dry whisper, a sound like leaves crumbling underfoot. And then she reaches out. Her fingers stretch towards me, slow, trembling, stained dark. I don’t move, can’t move. I feel the cold pressing against my skin, feel the ache in my chest tightening. Her hand hovers, inches from my face, her fingers clawed, desperate. And then— A door slams. Loud. Sharp. The echo ripples through the hallway, a crack of thunder in the silence. The old woman’s head jerks up, her eyes widening, and then she turns,

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What Sleeps – Extrait 5

What Sleeps – Extrait 5

me, wet and restless. I want to run, but there’s nowhere to go. I want to forget, but there’s nothing but memory. The cold bites at my cheeks, and I shiver, pulling my coat tighter. I walk without knowing where, just trying to outrun something I can’t name. A tram rattles by, the pale yellow lights catching on the wet cobblestones. I watch it fade into the fog, swallowed by shadows. And in the distance, I see a balcony—another one, high above the street, light spilling out, a figure leaning against the railing. Just a shadow, but for a moment, I imagine it’s him. Watching. Waiting. But I don’t stop. I don’t call out. I just walk, letting the rain soak through, letting the cold chase me down. Chapter 5: Quiet Like Boiling Milk The kitchen is too small for two people. It always has been. But I remember a time when it didn’t feel that way. When it was crowded, yes, but warm. When the steam was just steam, and not something that crawled against my skin. I was twelve the first time I saw him lose his patience. Really lose it. It was raining, thick, heavy sheets of rain that beat against the windows, turning the sky to a dull, choking grey. My mother was gone—shopping, she said. But she never came back that night. And the phone rang and rang, her voice always going to that cold, empty click. I stood by the window, counting the drops as they traced their way down the glass, trying to follow them, trying to forget the knot in my stomach. Trying not to hear the sound of the cabinets slamming in the kitchen. “She’s late, that’s all,” he said, his voice low, rough. “Just late.” But he kept looking at the clock. Kept glancing at the door. His fingers drummed against the counter, a quiet, restless rhythm. And then, without warning, he grabbed the pot, the one she always used for soup, and hurled it against the wall. I jumped, the sound splitting the air, the metal ringing like a scream. I turned, saw him standing there, his shoulders heaving, his fists tight at his sides. And then he looked at me. His face twisted, something like anger, something like shame. He looked at the dent in the wall, at the pot crumpled on the floor. And then he whispered something, so faint I almost didn’t hear it. “I can’t… I can’t do this.” I didn’t understand then. I thought he meant the waiting, the rain, the silence. But now, standing in this quiet kitchen, the cold pressing against me, I think I understand. It wasn’t just the waiting. It was the not knowing. It was the silence that crept in, the questions that pressed against you like cold hands. It was the feeling of standing in a room too small, a room that couldn’t hold everything you felt. I close my eyes, the memory twisting around me, and I see him again—leaning against the counter, his face pale, his fingers tight around nothing. I wanted to go to him, to reach out, to say something. But I didn’t. I just stood there, watching, waiting for the silence to break. And then the door opened. My mother, dripping wet, her hair clinging to her face, her shoes squelching against the tiles. She smiled, a thin, tired smile. “Sorry, sorry. The tram—there was a delay.” But he didn’t answer. He just turned, his shoulders stiff, his steps heavy, the bedroom door slamming shut behind him. She looked at me, and I saw it—the confusion, the guilt, the ache she didn’t know how to name. And I smiled, because that’s what I did. Because that was easier. “It’s okay, Mom,” I said. “It’s okay.” But it wasn’t. Not really. The steam has faded now, the milk gone cold. I stand there, staring at the window, at the thin, jagged lines that cut across the glass. Scratch marks. Not just scratches. Marks that weren’t there before. A faint creak in the hallway. The slow, heavy sound of something moving. I take a step back, my fingers tightening around the edge of the counter. The silence

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What Sleeps – Extrait 4

What Sleeps – Extrait 4 

For the cold nights. For memories.” He hands me a glass, and I watch the liquid catch the light, a slow swirl of gold. I’ve had his rakia before—too many times to count. It’s always strong, always sweet, and always just a little too much. But I sip anyway. Warmth spreads through my chest, a slow, steady burn that settles somewhere beneath my ribs. Rado watches me, his eyes sharp beneath his thick, grey eyebrows. “You’re quiet today,” he says. “More than usual.” “I didn’t think I was.” “You’re thinking of something you won’t say.” He grins, showing the gap in his front teeth. “It’s always the same with you. Your father was the same. Always a head full of storms.” My fingers tighten around the glass. “You knew him?” “Knew him? We drank together. We talked, when he talked.” Rado’s grin fades, his eyes going distant. “He wasn’t a man of many words. But when he spoke, you listened.” I don’t say anything. I can still hear his voice sometimes—the quiet, calm way he explained the sky, the smoke curling between us. But the more I try to remember, the more it blurs. And then I wonder if I’m remembering him, or just the way I thought he was. “You never ask about him,” Rado says, leaning back, his own glass already half empty. “Not like most would. You keep it locked up. Like he did.” “Maybe it’s easier that way.” “Is it?” I shrug, but even that feels like a lie. I take another sip, letting the warmth spread, trying to push the cold knot out of my chest. “Do you miss him?” I ask before I can stop myself. Rado’s smile softens, a sad, quiet thing. “We’re too old for that, Kalina. We don’t miss. We remember.” The silence stretches, broken only by the faint hum of the copper stills, the slow drip of something golden and strong pooling in a glass jar. Outside, the wind presses against the window, a whisper of rain tapping against the glass. “He talked about you sometimes,” Rado says suddenly, and I look up. “Not often. Not in a way you’d expect. But you were there, in his stories. Even when he didn’t say your name.” “What did he say?” “He said you saw the world differently. That you had a way of looking at things—like you were always trying to find the light.” Rado’s voice is softer now, a quiet echo. “He never said it, but he was proud. You could hear it. In the way he talked.” A lump rises in my throat, and I take another sip to burn it away. The warmth spreads, but it doesn’t reach the cold in my chest. “Did he… Did he say why he left?” Rado looks at me, the room suddenly too small, the air too thick. “No,” he says, after a long, heavy silence. “But sometimes… Sometimes not knowing is a kind of mercy.” I want to be angry at that. I want to shout, to demand an answer, to make sense of the ache that never really goes away. But I don’t. I just finish the rakia, the burn turning bitter in my mouth. “Drink with me,” Rado says, pouring another. “For old men and young women who ask too many questions.” But this time, I don’t drink. I stand, the warmth turning to a tight knot in my chest. I feel the walls pressing in, the faint smell of dust and alcohol suffocating. “I should go.” “Kalina…” “I’m fine. I just—thank you. For the drink. For… everything.” I turn before he can say anything else, the cold air of the hallway rushing around me like a gasp. I take the stairs two at a time, my shoes slapping against the worn stone, the shadows of the building stretching like long fingers. Outside, the rain is falling, a slow, silent mist that clings to everything. I stand in it, letting it chill my skin, letting it wash the burn away. Rado’s voice echoes in my mind. You were there, in his stories. Even when he didn’t say your name. But which stories? What did he say? What did he hide? And what am I not seeing? I start walking, the rain blurring the streetlights, turning them to pale ghosts. The city hums around

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What Sleeps – Extrait 3

What Sleeps – Extrait 3 

wet earth and something else—something sharp, metallic, electric. “I used to think that everything we see is solid,” he murmured, his voice barely more than a whisper. “But even the light moves. Even the air. Even us.” I didn’t understand. Not then. Not really. But I nodded, because sometimes that was enough for him. Just to know I was listening. The rain came in sudden, cold slashes, and he laughed, pulling me back inside, slamming the door against the wind. We stood there, dripping, my hair sticking to my face, his shoulders shaking with laughter. A rare sound. A sound I would learn to miss. But that was then. And now the balcony is just a memory. A place in my mind, a place I can’t quite reach. I see the same storm sometimes—silver and violet, dancing along the edge of clouds. But I’m alone when I watch it. The cigarette is mine now, the smoke curling around me like a ghost I can’t touch. The light still bends. But I don’t see it the way I did. Not with him beside me. I try to remember his voice. His laugh. The way he smelled faintly of smoke and rain. But memory is a storm too, isn’t it? Always moving, always changing. And just like that cigarette, I wonder if I’ll vanish too, swallowed by the shadows. But the storm brings something else with it—an ache, a longing. A need to ask the questions I never did. Why did he leave? Or did I leave first? Or was it both, a quiet departure like smoke fading into the cold? I see him sometimes, in other men on the street. A turn of the head, a gesture, a way of leaning against a railing with too much weight on one shoulder. And I feel a pull—a tightness in my chest. An urge to run, to shout, to catch up to a ghost. Once, I did. I followed a man who looked like him through the crowded square near the old opera house. My heart hammered, each step a desperate promise. But when he turned, it wasn’t him. It was never him. Maybe that’s why I watch the sky. Because it changes, but it never leaves. Because it reminds me of that balcony, of that quiet rain, of that laughter that I heard too little and now hear too often in my memory. The city moves around me, indifferent. People rush through rain-soaked streets, holding newspapers over their heads, shouting to each other over the thunder. But I stand still, watching, waiting for a flash of light, for a voice I no longer know. I light a cigarette, just like he did. The smoke curls in the air, twisting, dancing. But there’s no one beside me this time. Just the empty street, the whisper of rain, the ghost of a storm. And I wonder—if he ever thinks of me, standing alone on a balcony, watching a sky that never stays the same. 

Chapter 4: Rado’s Rakia 

The smell of rakia hits me before I even knock—sharp, sweet, with a burn that sits heavy in the air. It seeps through the door like a secret, and I wonder how much he’s brewed this time. Rado is a fixture in this building. The kind of old man you never really notice until you realize he’s always been there—sitting on the stairs, his thick hands twisting a cigarette, his grizzled face lost in the shadow of his flat cap. I don’t know his last name, but no one does. Just Rado. I knock, and the door opens almost immediately, as if he was waiting. “Kalina!” he says, his voice a rumble, his breath already tinged with that sweet burn. “Come in, come in. You’re just in time.” His flat is a chaos of old furniture, thick rugs, and the faint scent of dust that never seems to leave these walls. But the kitchen—that’s where the magic is. Copper stills glint in the pale light, bottles lined up on the counter, some full, some half-empty, all amber like liquid sunlight. “You’ve been busy,” I say, trying to keep the smile out of my voice. “I’m an old man. What else do I have?” He waves me to a chair, already pouring two glasses. “Besides, this batch… This batch is special.

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What Sleeps – Extrait 2

What Sleeps – Extrait 2

the cold or the name on the envelope. Kalina. Just that. No surname. No address. Just Kalina. I take it inside, locking the door behind me, as if that could keep the rest of the world out. My kitchen is cold, the window still misted from the morning fog. The letter trembles in my hand, but I can’t bring myself to open it. Not yet. Instead, I make coffee. The bitter scent rises like something solid, warming the air. The letter rests on the kitchen table, a pale spot against the dark wood. I keep glancing at it, waiting for it to move, to speak, to vanish. But it stays, silent and almost ghostly. It’s not his handwriting. I know that. But for a moment, I imagined it was. The loops, the slants—it’s close. So close. 

And now I’m thinking of him again, of the last time I saw him, of the way he stood in the doorway, a shadow with too many words and none of them spoken. I told myself I’d forgotten. That I’d moved on. That I didn’t even care. And maybe that’s true most days. But not today. Today, there’s this letter. A knock at the door startles me, the mug slipping from my grip. I catch it, burning my fingers, and I almost laugh at the absurdity of it. Who knocks anymore? Everyone calls. Or texts. Or forgets. 

But there’s another knock, quieter this time. Hesitant. I place the mug down and walk to the door, the letter still burning in my mind. When I look through the peephole, all I see is the shadow of someone leaning close. My heart stutters, then races. I hesitate, hand on the doorknob, caught between curiosity and caution. But when I open it, the hallway is empty. Just the flickering light and the faint scent of damp stone. A gust of cold air slips past me, and I shiver. I close the door, the click of the lock echoing too loudly in the silence. The letter waits on the table, still unopened. The coffee’s gone cold, the steam fading to nothing. And I stand there, staring at the letter, wondering who knew my name and what they wanted me to remember. 

Chapter 3: 

We Were Two on the Balcony I was fourteen the first time I truly noticed the sky. Not the usual way—not the pale blue expanse that sat over the city like a tired sheet, but the bruised purple of a storm crawling toward us from the east. I was standing on the balcony, the one with the peeling green paint and the rusted railing that trembled if you leaned too hard. My father was beside me, smoking a cigarette. The smoke curled between us, twisting in the rising wind. 

“You see it?” he asked, his voice low, almost drowned by the distant rumble of thunder. “I see the storm.” “No,” he said, leaning forward, the cigarette glowing like a tiny ember against the gloom. “Not the storm. The light. The way it bends.” I squinted, but all I saw were dark clouds and silver flashes, the kind that left echoes on the inside of your eyes. “I don’t…” But he laughed, a soft, warm sound that seemed to melt into the air. “Look again. Don’t try to see. Just… let it happen.”

And then I saw it—the way the light danced along the edges of the clouds, silver turning gold, gold turning violet. A shifting, trembling glow, as if the sky itself was trying to speak. “It’s beautiful,” I whispered. “It is,” he said. “But it’s more than that. It’s everything trying to become something else. That’s what storms are.” He flicked the cigarette over the railing, a tiny ember spiraling down to the wet pavement below. For a moment, I thought it might burn through, leave a mark, something permanent. But it vanished, swallowed by the shadows. He leaned on the railing, staring out at the sky, his face unreadable. I wanted to ask him something—anything. Why do you stay so quiet? Why do you always look like you’re somewhere else? Why do you never say what you mean? But I didn’t ask. I just stood beside him, watching the storm come closer, the air growing thick with the scent of

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What Sleeps – Extrait 1

What Sleeps – Extrait 1 

What Sleeps Beneath the Door Chapter 1: 

The Window Opposite Mine The window opposite mine is always half-open, even in winter. Frost clings to the glass, a delicate lace that fades by noon, but the window stays cracked, as if the air inside is too thick, too heavy to breathe. I don’t know who lives there. Not really. Sometimes I see a figure—a silhouette leaning, pausing, like someone looking for a lost thought. Once, a flash of silver hair, and I imagined an old woman. But it could be anyone. The light is always soft, the kind that turns faces to shadows. I watch the window because it reminds me of something I can’t name. Maybe it’s the silence, the way it breathes with me. Or maybe it’s because in this building, with its echoing corridors and chipped tile floors, silence has a way of telling stories. My own window is clear, spotless, but it shows nothing. Just the street below, cracked asphalt, a leaning lamppost with a flickering bulb. Nothing changes there, except the seasons. And yet I keep looking. 

Maybe because if you watch long enough, everything begins to move. Even the stillness. I was ten when my father taught me that. We were on the balcony of our old flat, the one with the peeling green paint and the railing that trembled if you leaned too hard. He told me to look—really look—at the sky. And I did. At first, it was just blue, a wide empty blue. But then I saw it—the way the clouds stretched, the tiny movements, the slow dance of light and shadow. “Nothing is still,” he’d said, his voice a low whisper against the wind. “Even silence moves. Even shadows.” I still think about that. About him. About how he saw the world, as something restless beneath the surface. I wonder if he saw me that way too—restless, even when I seemed calm. 

He’s gone now. Not dead, just… gone. A door that closed without a sound. A window that never opened again. And I’m here, watching this other window, searching for something that doesn’t have a name. Across the street, the figure moves again. This time, a hand reaches out, draws the curtain slightly. Just a fraction. But it’s enough. A shift in the shadows, a breath caught between the glass and the cold. I lean forward, waiting. But the curtain falls still, and the light behind it dims. I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding. My own window reflects my face now, pale and ghostly, a whisper of someone half-forgotten. A door slams somewhere down the hall, a distant echo. I pull away from the glass, letting the street settle back into its empty hum. My phone vibrates—Ina, asking if I’m free tonight. I’m not. Or maybe I am, but I won’t be. The window opposite stays half-open. 

And I stay here, watching, waiting, feeling the air grow colder without ever touching it. Chapter 2: The Postman Always Hurries Now The postman never used to hurry. He walked the cracked steps of our building like they were sacred, each footfall a slow, deliberate promise. Even the old women on the third floor would wave and smile at him, though they smiled at no one else. But now he rushes. I see him through the peephole, a blur of faded blue and tired shoulders. He leaves the letters in a slanting heap, a chaotic sprawl of paper half-swallowed by the rusted mailboxes. The sound of his hurried steps fades before I can even open the door. This morning, I pick through the pile. Gas bills, supermarket flyers, a folded sheet for a charity drive. And then—one envelope that isn’t the same. Pale blue, almost translucent, the kind you don’t see anymore. No return address, but my name, written in a slanted, looping hand that looks… familiar. I stare at it for a moment, feeling the cold seeping through the tiled hallway floor into my bare feet. The air smells like dust and damp, a thick scent that never leaves this building. A shiver crawls up my spine, but I can’t tell if it’s

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